JustTooRadical
Lord of Altera
So. . . It's been two months and a day, and I've had lots of time to think about my actions, and how to apologize to you all for what I've done.
In case you did not know, I was banned for threatening Mich through a GIF in my signature, and insulting staff. . . Over the past 2 months I've realized that my behaviour was absolutely deplorable that day and completely unacceptable. I agree that I should have been banned for that, 100%.
Mich, I had been so vulgar and rude to you, which is something you don't deserve at all. You wor so hard to keep the server unique with amazing events and campaigns. I don't know why I said those things- I had had a hard night and I shouldn't have even been on the forums knowing I could have had an outburst at any moment. The reason I yelled at you was because of my denied application - what I realise is a completely stupid reason. . . I felt upset as I was denied, whereas another who had made the same mistake as me had not, although I now realise that I was indeed mistaken in my blame. . .
If I am let back on the server, I promise I'll be different, more mature and I won't lose my temper- If I've had a bad day etc, I won't join or even check the forums. I've changed and I won't let you down. I'm sorry for what I've said. This server means a lot to me, being the first one I've even been on for over a year, and I've reached 2 now. If I have to leave it forever it would be heartbreaking. If I do, then I want to say goodbye to everyone who has been friendly to me, like Iceandfire and the rest of the amazing staff and general community here.
In case you did not know, I was banned for threatening Mich through a GIF in my signature, and insulting staff. . . Over the past 2 months I've realized that my behaviour was absolutely deplorable that day and completely unacceptable. I agree that I should have been banned for that, 100%.
Mich, I had been so vulgar and rude to you, which is something you don't deserve at all. You wor so hard to keep the server unique with amazing events and campaigns. I don't know why I said those things- I had had a hard night and I shouldn't have even been on the forums knowing I could have had an outburst at any moment. The reason I yelled at you was because of my denied application - what I realise is a completely stupid reason. . . I felt upset as I was denied, whereas another who had made the same mistake as me had not, although I now realise that I was indeed mistaken in my blame. . .
If I am let back on the server, I promise I'll be different, more mature and I won't lose my temper- If I've had a bad day etc, I won't join or even check the forums. I've changed and I won't let you down. I'm sorry for what I've said. This server means a lot to me, being the first one I've even been on for over a year, and I've reached 2 now. If I have to leave it forever it would be heartbreaking. If I do, then I want to say goodbye to everyone who has been friendly to me, like Iceandfire and the rest of the amazing staff and general community here.